Prescription Drugs Q and Rant
11/18/09 03:03 AM
1. How many are you on?
2. Is this a private matter?
3. Any "wonder drug?"
4. Any that have eaten your soul?
5. I think it is criminal to give drugs to people in circles and diamonds and ovals but arrest them if they have drugs that aren't made by a giant pharmaceutical company. I have never been addicted to any "street drugs" but I sure as hell am addicted to my antidepressants. I am so pumped full of medication- because of my suicide attempt they upped everything and added mood stabilizers and pills to help me focus on the world at hand. I could stop taking them all but then I would probably kill myself- so it's quite the conundrum. I wonder if I'll ever be free from it. It's like being forced into a drug induced coma of "normality" and you know what? They could easily start slipping something into everyones pills and who knows what then.
Are my worries totally unfounded? Am I wrong to think being fed addictive drugs by doctors is any less criminal than by my best friend? Have I lost myself/ will I lose myself in all of these orange bottles?
Tune in next time.